Tree

I let the door shut, and I close my eyes. the key is inside, I know. I don’t want to see. see, beside it there’s a heart that belongs to me, I move two steps back I can still hear it beat but it’s ok it’s fine, from now on, I’ll live as a tree, …

The Party Was At Me

Ikhtyar to this day are all about digital rights, mental exhaustion and feminism, Women and women’s stories and documenting and setting our narratives, and they dismiss the abuse they did to me, that the worst misogynist wouldn’t do to a woman, a friend and a feminist colleague who was in a crisis and in need of support or at least needs no more harm. They forget about destroying my property and my data, and the invasion of my privacy, and their attempt to steal my work or forgetting to mention me on it. So this is my testimony as woman who was a part of the collective for 3 years, and you can believe whatever you want, confirmation bias rules!

الحفلة كانت عليا

اختيار لحد النهاردة بيصدعونا بالحقوق الرقمية، والتعب النفسي والنسوية، والستات وقصص الستات وتوثيق حياة الستات والانتاج المعرفي النسوي عن الستات، وبيتناسوا الابيوز اللي احقر ذكوري مش هيعمله في واحدة كانت صديقة ورفيقة عمل نسوية في أزمة ومحتاجة دعم أو على الاقل مش محتاجة اذى زيادة، بيتناسوا تدميرهم لممتلاكتي وللداتا بتاعتي وانتهاك خصوصيتي ومحاولة مسحي وسرقة شغلي، ف دي شهادتي كست كانت جزء من المجموعة دي لمدة 3 سنين تقريبا.

Who’s Paying?

I lost everything to the fire, what will the fire give back? You take somethin, you owe someone, doesn’t it work like that? I never stayed enough to learn, A hack, who ran, as fast as I can, This time, the fight’s on, bitch, I want what you have, It stares at me, so I …

002 The Trial

A rectangle table, I sit at a corner, confused scared sad and disappointed. To my right -I might confuse the order- sits a person who until this very point I thought of to be a friend, family, mentor, to their right sits a person who to their right sits a friend, I used to love, …

Hungry Ghosts

Hungry Ghosts in some Buddhist beliefs are creatures that have enormous stomach, tiny mouth and narrow throat, they are always hungry yet eating is very painful, and, well, useless! My dreams are confusing, nightmares to be precise, I dreamed once that I lost all my weight and my face fell off. In another I lost …