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The Party Was At Me

Ikhtyar to this day are all about digital rights, mental exhaustion and feminism, Women and women’s stories and documenting and setting our narratives, and they dismiss the abuse they did to me, that the worst misogynist wouldn’t do to a woman, a friend and a feminist colleague who was in a crisis and in need of support or at least needs no more harm. They forget about destroying my property and my data, and the invasion of my privacy, and their attempt to steal my work or forgetting to mention me on it. So this is my testimony as woman who was a part of the collective for 3 years, and you can believe whatever you want, confirmation bias rules!

الحفلة كانت عليا

اختيار لحد النهاردة بيصدعونا بالحقوق الرقمية، والتعب النفسي والنسوية، والستات وقصص الستات وتوثيق حياة الستات والانتاج المعرفي النسوي عن الستات، وبيتناسوا الابيوز اللي احقر ذكوري مش هيعمله في واحدة كانت صديقة ورفيقة عمل نسوية في أزمة ومحتاجة دعم أو على الاقل مش محتاجة اذى زيادة، بيتناسوا تدميرهم لممتلاكتي وللداتا بتاعتي وانتهاك خصوصيتي ومحاولة مسحي وسرقة شغلي، ف دي شهادتي كست كانت جزء من المجموعة دي لمدة 3 سنين تقريبا.

Hungry Ghosts

Hungry Ghosts in some Buddhist beliefs are creatures that have enormous stomach, tiny mouth and narrow throat, they are always hungry yet eating is very painful, and, well, useless! My dreams are confusing, nightmares to be precise, I dreamed once that I lost all my weight and my face fell off. In another I lost …